Avril Lavigne - Runaway

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Avril Lavigne - Runaway
Got up on the wrong side of life today yeah
Crashed the car and I'm gonna be really late
My phone doesn't work cause it's out of range
Looks like it's just one of those kind of days

You can't kick me down I'm already on the ground
No you can't cause you couldn't catch me anyhow
Blue skies but the sun isn't coming out no
Today it's like I'm under a heavy cloud

And I feel so alive
I can't help myself, don't you realize

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway, yeah

I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway, yeah

So so is how I'm doing if you're wondering
I'm in a fight with the world but I'm winning
Stay there come closer it's at your own risk
Yeah you know how it is life can be a bitch

But I feel so alive
I can't help myself, don't you realize

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway, yeah

I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway, yeah

Runaway, runaway...
Runaway, runaway...
Runaway, runaway...
Runaway, run, run away...
Runaway, runaway...
Runaway, run, run away...

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway, yeah

I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway, yeah

I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway, yeah

Bfly's comment:
Was asked to hear Avril's Innocence but though it is a nice song, it wasn't my mood song. Coincidentally Runaway is in the same album... and it suits me to the T. So So is the answer I have been giving to anybody who is asking me questions on life/holidays/work. So So is all that I can muster.. because.. my brain is in no mood to think of a better answer.

Everybody is interested in Sumiko & Hurricane... which probably is interesting because Sumiko is known to be the voice of singlehood. I still remember vividly her 2008 article on singles being short-changed. As much as I remember how Theresa Tan wrote this one-liner: "Sumiko Tan is single and hating it.Theresa Tan is married and loving it." So now with a new arrival, it should be interesting. Should it? Frankly speaking, I don't care. It amuses me though that my friend said I remind him of Sumiko Tan at times and that probably I will write such sentiments as I reach her stage. I beg to differ though because we have different ideals. Absolutely!

BUT.. lately because of stressor, I actually asked myself this question. Why did I had to make my life so difficult. Why did I not just give my life to someone else to take care for me. Why must I slog days and nights while other girls just relax and wait for their SO path the golden way for them. Yah, right now, I just want to runaway. So I am feeling very heart-wrenched that my ticket to UK has flown out of my hand the day I chose to travel instead of go for interview. Although, I think there is really not much of a decision I can make with regards to it as I have long decided the trip has to go on.

So Sumiko wishes a new year and a new relationship. And I wish a new year and a new hideout. Please let me just hide somewhere where nobody can find me and ask me how am I. Because I feel rotten to give the reply "So So". And though I doubt my friend reads this, but ya I actually understand why in 2010 she only wants this one resolution - To be more zen-like. It really helps... so long I can figure out how to balance myself again (by ignoring stressor perhaps?).

p/s: I probably need to slog out another few more nights before I can embark on my holiday posts.. is way overdue..

pp/s: And I want a new writing style for my blog... let me think about it..