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Thursday, February 14, 2008

Lost Musings

I was flipping this week i-weekly in the morning.. and saw Rene Liu’s blog

I like this post very much.

你記得去年的今天你在做什麼嗎?
你記得前年的今天你在做什麼嗎?
你記得十年前…..?
一切都不重要了
再重要,
也必須學著遺忘
當重要的
不再屬於我們的時候

Extracted from here

(My translated thoughts...)
Do I still remember what I did last year?
Do I still remember what I did the year before?
Do I still remember 10 years ago?
Maybe in the end, nothing matters,
Even if they are important,
Because the moment doesn’t belongs to me anymore.

I read Pte’s entry and was quite tickled at the question Angie had asked. Anyway the one thing I wanted is communication but you closed up. Maybe that is the difference between Man and Woman. Man tends to use physical actions to show their feelings, while woman only wants emotional bonding. But I admit, I never dare to let my heart rule either.

And that’s why it hurts now that I decided to my heart rule.. because I’m facing another closed wall. i-weekly had this article analysing about love or something, and mentioned that ladies have an acute 6th sense which allows them to detect if a guy is having an affair accurately (I agree!). Unfortunately their 6th sense NEVER works on them and they turn to fortune telling to understand their fate.. which I also agree. The more lost I feel, the more I want to turn to the signs. And I ended up more lost such that it becomes a vicious cycle and the only way to get out of it, is to numb my senses.

A few days ago, due to another depressing lab session, I watched High School Musical 2. Thus the last few days, the only songs I had been listening are from HSM & HSM2. And I remembered this song, “When there was me and you”

Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Because I liked the view
When there was me and you


Anyway a friend told me sometimes it’s hurtful to listen to your heart. But all these hurtful things will make one stronger. The important thing is to be sure if you are following your heart or making a wish you want your heart to follow. I don’t know how to balance the heart and the head.. that explains why sometimes I buy too much and sometimes I don’t spend at all. Actually I don’t know why I let my heart rules this year but maybe Pte is right, it is time to let my head takes control already. Just that I don’t know why I really wish to just silently be there… but if it is a wish then I guess no point. I should obediently listen to the plan instead. Even if my heart only wants to be there…

Oh ya Doc, I love the child singing字母歌 although sometimes he seems to be shouting. (It’s a he right?) Were you talking background and playing the piano? Thanks… haha I did not expect that special song.

Ok shall share with you some of the HSM2 songs.. actually I like Everyday very much…
Once in a lifetime
Means there's no second chance
So I believe that you and me
Should grab it while we can

.....

They say that you should follow
And chase down what you dream,
But if you get lost and lose yourself
What does it really mean?
No matter where we're going,
It starts from where we are
There's more to life when we listen to our hearts
And because of you,
I've got the strength to start


Maybe that is what got me confused… I really don't know...

Title: You Are The Music In Me

Na na na na
Na na na na yeah
You are the music in me

You know the words
"Once Upon A Time"
Make you listen?
There's a reason.

When you dream there's a chance you'll find
A little laughter
or happy ever after
your harmony to the melody
It's echoing inside my head
A single voice (Single voice)
Above the noise
And like a common thread
Hmm, you're pulling me

When I hear my favorite song
I know that we belong
Oh, you are the music in me
Yeah it's living in all of us
And it's brought us here because
Because you are the music in me

Na na na na (Ohh)
Na na na na na
Yeah yeah yeah
(Na na na na)
You are the music in me

It's like I knew you before we met (Before we met)
Can't explain it (Ohh ohh)
There's no name for it (No name for it)
I'm saying words I never said
And it was easy (So easy)
Because you see the real me (I see)
As I am You understand
And that's more than I've ever known
To hear your voice (Hear your voice)
Above the noise (Ohh ohh)
And no, I'm not alone
Oh you're singing to me (Ohh yeah)

When I hear my favorite song
I know that we belong (Yeah ohh)
You are the music in me
It's living in all of us
And it's brought us here because
You are the music in me
Together we're gonna sing (Yeah)
We got the power to sing what we feel (What we feel)
Connected and real
Can't keep it all inside (Ohh)

Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Yeah yeah yeah (Na na na na)
You are the music in me (In me)
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na
You are the music in me

When I hear my favorite song (Favorite song)
I know that we belong (We belong)
You are the music in me
Yeah it's living in all of us
It's brought us here because (Here because)
You are the music in me
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na
You are the music in me (Yeah)

Title: Bet On It

Everybody's always talking at me
Everybody's trying to get in my head
I wanna listen to my own heart talking
I need to count on myself instead

Chorus:
Did you ever?
Zac:
Loose yourself to get what you want
Chorus:
Did you ever?
Zac:
Get on a ride and wanna get off
Chorus:
Did you ever?
Zac:
Push away the ones you should've held close
Did you ever let go?
Did you ever not know?

I'm not gonna stop, that's who I am
I'll give it all I got, that is my plan
Will I find what I lost?
You know you can
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it
(Bet on me)
I wanna make it right, that is the way
To turn my life around, today is the day
Am I the type of guy who means what I say?
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it

How will I know if there's a path worth taking?
Should I question every move I make?
With all I’ve lost my heart is breaking
I don't wanna make the same mistake

Chorus:
Did you ever?
Zac:
Doubt your dream will ever come true
Chorus:
Did you ever?
Zac:
Blame the world and never blame you
Chorus: I will never
Zac:
Try to live a lie again
I don't wanna win this game if I can't play it my way

I'm not gonna stop, that's who I am
(Who I am)
I'll give it all I got, that is my plan
(That's my plan)
Will I find what I lost?
You know you can
(You know you can)
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on me

I wanna make it right, that is the way
To turn my life around, today is the day
Am I the type of guy who means what I say
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it

Oh,Hold up
Give me room to think
Bring it on down
Gotta work on my swing
Gotta do my own thing
Hold up

It's no good at all
To see yourself and not recognize your face
Out on my own, it's such a scary place

The answers are all inside of me
All I gotta do is believe

I'm not gonna stop
Not gonna stop 'til I get my shot
That's who I am, that is my plan
Will I end up on top?
You can bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it
You can bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it

I wanna make it right, that is the way
To turn my life around, today is the day
Am I the type of guy who means what I say
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it

You can bet on me


Title: Gotta Go My Own Way
Troy & Gabriella

Gabriella
I gotta say what's in my mind
Something about us
Doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
Is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok...
I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
World someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
And I watch them fall everytime
Another color turns to grey
And it's just too hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
Gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok...
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
World someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away

Troy
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?

Gabriella
What about trust?

Troy
You know I never wanted to trust you

Gabriella
And what about me?

Troy
What am I supposed to do?

Gabriella
I gotta leave but I'll miss you

Troy
I'll miss you

Gabriella
So
I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy
Why do you have to go?

Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy:
I'll try to understand

Gabriella
We might find our place in this
World someday
But at least for now

Troy
I want you to stay

Gabriella
I gotta go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy
What about us?

Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy
I'll try to understand

Gabriella
We might find our place in this
World someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away

Title: Everyday
Troy & Gabriella

[Troy]
Once in a lifetime
Means there's no second chance
So I believe that you and me
Should grab it while we can

[Gabriella]
Make it last forever
And never give it back

[Troy]
It's our turn and I'm loving where we're at

[Both]
Because this moment's really all we have

[Troy]
Everyday
Of our lives,

[Gabriella]
Wanna find you there,
Wanna hold on tight

[Troy]
Gonna run

[Both]
While we're young
And keep the faith

[Troy]
Everyday

[Both]
From right now,
Gonna use our voices and scream out loud

[Gabriella]
Take my hand

[Troy]
Together we
Will celebrate,

[Gabriella]
Celebrate

[Both]
Oh, everyday

[Gabriella]
They say that you should follow

[Troy]
And chase down what you dream,

[Gabriella]
But if you get lost and lose yourself

[Troy]
What does it really mean?

[Gabriella]
No matter where we're going,

[Troy]
It starts from where we are

[Both]
There's more to life when we listen to our hearts
And because of you,
I've got the strength to start

Yeah, yeah, yeah!

Everyday
Of our lives,

[Both]
Wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
Gonna run
While we're young
And keep the faith.

Everyday

[Troy]
From right now,

[Both]
Gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand
Together we
Will celebrate,

[Gabriella]
Oh, everyday

[Troy]
We're taking it back,
We're doing it here
Together!

[Gabriella]
It's better like that,
And stronger now
Than ever!

[Both]
We're not gonna lose
'Cause we get to choose
That's how it's gonna be!

[Troy]
Everyday
Of our lives,

[Gabriella]
Wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight

[Troy]
Gonna run
While we're young

[Both]
And keep the faith
Keep the faith!

[Troy and Gabriella, all]
Everyday
Of our lives,
Wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
Gonna run
While we're young
And keep the faith

Everyday
From right now,
Gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand
Together we
Will celebrate,

Everyday!
Live every day!
Everyday!
Love everyday!
Everyday!
Live everyday!
Everyday!
Love everyday!
Everyday!
Everyday!
Everyday!
Everyday!
Everyday!
Everyday!
Everyday.

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