牛奶@咖啡 -越长大越孤单

多年以后
你回到我身边
不安全
充满了你疲倦的双眼
看着我
也告诉我
你是否
依然相信童话

你曾对我说
每颗心都寂寞
每颗心都脆弱都渴望被触摸
但你的心
永远的燃烧着
永远的
不会退缩

越长大越孤单
越长大越不安
也不得不看梦想的翅膀被折断
也不得不收回曾经的话问自己
你纯真的眼睛哪去了

越长大越孤单
越长大越不安
也不得不
打开保护你的降落伞
也突然间
明白未来的路
不平坦
难道说这改变是必然

多年以后
你回到我身边
不安全
充满了你疲倦的双眼
看着我
也告诉我
你是否
依然相信童话

你曾对我说
每颗心都寂寞
每颗心都脆弱都渴望被触摸
但你的心
永远的燃烧着
永远的
不会退缩

越长大越孤单
越长大越不安
也不得不看梦想的翅膀被折断
也不得不收回曾经的话问自己
你纯真的眼睛哪去了

越长大越孤单
越长大越不安
也不得不
打开保护你的降落伞
也突然间
明白未来的路
不平坦
难道说这改变是必然

你曾对我说 每颗心都寂寞
每颗心都脆弱都可望被触摸
看着我 也告诉我
你的心依旧燃烧着

Author’s comments:

I think I owe Doc some words bah… 越长大越孤单 is a song actually. Anyway I don’t know what you responded coz I had to read and absorb your that chunk of stanza in one min before I rush to school. And it is in Chinese so I did not absorb anything in the end.

Actually, shall take this chance to be honest with you that lately I haven read your blog properly. Maybe after May? Coz after a while, my eyes will get tired easily already as Chinese words are usually harder to read and decipher and understand for me… I did read the line where you scald your hand of which I can only say sorry for causing you to worry. But then I know you got QQ to take care of you also. By the way I saw the bear bear already, but how come no photo of QQ and bear bear? The bear is indeed quite cute and I’m glad QQ likes it.

Then you mention you were “unhappy” to share the same line of thanks with DK. Hmm bo bian, both of you equal. Though u said he is there for me due to time zone and distance proximity and I was “quarrelling” with him that he is never there for me.. and he actually shoot back that he is and that he got hotline for me to call anytime one.. hahah… so end up the conclusion is I never utilize .. which is true because that’s me bah. I’m contented with having my GA that I got lazy trying to verbally communicate my thoughts…

Having said that, well you are right to say you should just remain as yourself, where we always talk about those topics.. so long they are topics that you are happy to discuss which you are because you always have a lot to say. If you tried DK’s style, we might end up not saying much also. The rest of the posts hmm will review again another time. Thanks for writing. And take good care of QQ, your jap lady, Katrina, your patients, your family, yourself (how’s the report btw?), boeing… and her. She’s quite lucky to be always in your thoughts no matter what. I believe she will always be in bliss because you will always think of her and wish her well.