潘嘉丽 - 愛, 無力

愛, 無力
- 潘嘉丽

最后我们分开了
虽然还是朋友
但做回朋友的情人
想摆脱关系不太容易

寂寞变成了习惯
习惯靠着孤单
想念该遗忘
不该在身旁
陪着我的每个夜晚

我只想对着天空轻轻的呼吸
寻找我最爱的人到底在哪里
在混乱中
翻箱倒柜寻找记忆

有一种爱的曾经住在我心里
陪伴我熬过多少的无声哭泣
不懂爱情
我的心如此无力

最后我们分开了
虽然还是朋友
但做回朋友的情人
想摆脱关系不太容易

寂寞变成了习惯
习惯靠着孤单
想念该遗忘
不该在身旁
陪着我的每个夜晚

我只想对着天空轻轻的呼吸
寻找我最爱的人到底在哪里
在混乱中
翻箱倒柜寻找记忆

有一种爱的曾经住在我心里
陪伴我熬过多少的无声哭泣
不懂爱情
我的心如此无力

其实我很清醒
其实我很冷静
看着眼泪已握在手心

我只想对着天空轻轻的呼吸
寻找我最爱的人到底在哪里
在混乱中
翻箱倒柜寻找记忆

有一种爱的曾经住在我心里
陪伴我熬过多少的无声哭泣
不懂爱情
我的心如此无力

最后我们分开了
虽然还是朋友

p/s: Heard this song so many times but only realise today, what she was singing about...

Not many people knows I graduate (other than those who read my blog and my classmates and a few friends who I have caught up with)... and one of them, should be him. Lately, I have been thinking if I should update him that.. But he rarely goes online now. And when he did last night, I was packing my skincare products (I still haven't total how much I spent lately on skin care while trying to find a product to expedite the recovery of a scar or conceal it for yesterday's commencement interview). Anyway if he should know, somehow he will know. Just that certain parts of my uni will remind me of my undergrad days and somehow some parts of the memories will have him.

Having said that, to my friends, please don't worry or ask if I got over already. I still believe there is nothing really to be getting over about. It's just another phase I'm heading to of which the past memories are there to highlight, to improve and to treasure.

Oh and yesterday interview was very fast which is good because I was dragging myself to school for it. Besides the 2 min interview will still be cut further for the clip and hmm, I'm quite ok if in the end, they did not take my clip hahaha.. Posting my script here for you guys to read. And thanks to those who were involved one way or another for this. In the end I did not need to memorise my speech because there was a teleprompter.

What have you learned from NUS in your academic field of specialization?
The one thing I learned from NUS is that learning is a never ending process. It is especially so in the ever-changing IT industry. The vast knowledge acquired and accumulated here has widened my perspective and provided me with new insights and relevant skill sets in my field of specialization.

What have you learned from NUS in terms of dealing with fellow students and the community?
As this is a two and a half year part-time Master course, where we had to juggle between our work, studies and family, the little times I get to spend with my classmates were very precious. I’ve learnt to trust my coursemates to be self-disciplined and also to deliver our share of work at the designated time. I’ve also learnt to be very understanding of each others’ work commitments and to help out when any of us miss classes due to overseas posting or last minute meetings.

Now that you are graduating- what does NUS mean to you and the future?
During the Freshman Inauguration Ceremony in 2001, where I was one of the new freshmen, Professor Shih had welcomed us to NUS to embark on the journey of discovery and learning, a journey towards our dream. He quoted that “Dreams give one wings, dare to soar and succeed”.
I do believe that NUS will always be a platform for me and the future generation to develop our essential skills, to embark on our life-long learning and to realise our dreams.

Ok off to enjoy my day..stuffed with dumpling because it is once again the dumpling festival... still remember my last year post on it.. haha.. Thanks mum!