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Thursday, September 27, 2007

许哲佩-气球

许哲佩-气球

黑的白的红的黄的
紫的绿的蓝的灰的
你的我的他的她的
大的小的圆的扁的
好的坏的美的丑的
新的旧的各种款式各种花色任你选择
黑的白的红的黄的
紫的绿的蓝的灰的
你的我的他的她的
大的小的圆的扁的
好的坏的美的丑的
新的旧的各种款式各种花色任我选择
飞的高高越远越好
剪断了线它就死掉
寿命短短高兴就好
喜欢就好没大不了
越变越小越来越小
快要死掉也很骄傲
你不想说就别再说
我不想听不想再听
就把一切誓言当作汽球一般随它而去
我不在意不会在意放它而去随它而去
气球
飘进云里
飘进风里
结束生命
气球
飘进爱里
飘进心里
慢慢死去

Bflygal's comment:
Heard this song this morning... and remember a phrase someone mentioned to me before
Begin with an End in Mind


It means to figure out the image of the end of your life as a frame of reference by which everything else is measured. And the reason I did not really “heed” this advice is because I have decided to live everyday like it is the end of my life. Sounds pessimistic? Not that I am really cursing myself to die. It is because I had earlier on read a powerpoint advising us to treat people as if they are dying. You know the mentality of human being? Only at one’s deathbed, everybody will start saying only good things about him. That he is remarkable, that he is kind. Only when you know he is dying, you will treat him doubly well. You will try to patch things up, bury hatchet.

But I did not want to treat as if everybody is dying, so I decided to assume if I am dying, what I hope to achieve today. Not that it really helps me as I tend to loaf and stone for a very long period of time.

Actually I long had an idea of living my life without any regrets since beginning of this year which is why I took one drastic action that period. Unfortunately it makes me more vulnerable than before and I had to keep figuring out how to protect myself, strengthen myself.

But the cautious me has made my development slow. The latest event really bewildered me. As of now, I am still unable to figure out what message Heaven has for me considering he knows that I have been counting down for so long. Maybe he decides to give me some hiccups and hurdles to overcome again. Whatever it is, if I fail, just re-take, and if I overcome, good for me. Haha!

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