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Monday, July 30, 2007

Julie Simon - A Part Of Me

Everybody loves Everybody cries
Everyone has feelings on the inside
Everywhere you go Everything you do
Feelings are a special part of you

Are you sad or mad or silly an land
Find a fun and tell'em how you feel

Are you scared or shy or bursting with pride
Share the news that's what makes it real

Everybody hopes Everybody dreams
Everybody wonders what do feelings really mean
Everyone you touch Everyone you know
Feelings are a part of how we grow

Are you tired or down or just kidding all round
Find a fun and tell'em how you feel

Are you jealous or bursting with pride
Share the news that's what makes it real

Everybody loves Everybody cries
Everyone has feelings on the inside

Everywhere you go Everything you do
Feelings are a special part of you
Feelings are a special part of you

Author’s comments:
A friend introduced this song to me… coincidentally is a song for another show that I’m watching. Hearing this song, you wouldn’t feel anything. Or at least I don’t. That is why I never really take notice of it. But reading the lyrics, that makes a huge lot of difference.

“Are you tired or down or just kidding all round
Find a fun and tell'em how you feel”


That’s how I’m behaving, especially recently.

Last week, my classmate said the following to me
“Happiness & cheery comes from your heart.
Otherwise, even if we solve all your problems today, you still won't be happy.”

I replied him it was crap. Partly I felt anger and resentment that morning. I think I might have even directed that anger to him although I tried to suppress it already. Because the only person I should really blame, and find fault with, is actually Watashi (I). Because I gave these unreasonable people a chance to hurt me, to cheat me and to give righteous reasons every time.

But calming down, I have to admit what he says makes sense. I keep trying very hard to solve my problems, but before I even resolved one, the next one starts bugging me. I must have make a mistake at a certain stage, else why do I feel the problems never stop? I never have that kind of feeling before. And I definitely don’t want to self-pity myself. If I had really made a mistake which leads me to a problematic path, then I need to find the right path soon…

Feelings are a special part of you…

And I guess I’m having a lot of mixed feelings lately…

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